Praise God more even in the storm. Never allow negative self-talk to drain you. Speak positivity into that situation and watch God do his miracles. The devil might use your past to make you feel guilty, you must not listen. Rather speak the word of God over your life and read his word daily. Believe in his son Jesus Christ to redeem you. And he will run to your aid. Remember the Lord says
John 14: 13 kjv And whatsoever ye shall ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son.
14 If ye shall ask any thing in my name, I will do it.